Yes, I'm still the one.. who I used to be..
Maybe.. just gain more weight.. =(
How to just be yourself?
Who cares? Only yourself knows what is the reality...
You're not lazy.
You are tired.
Perhaps you are lacking a few meaningful goals.
Get some rest.
Breath a little.
Start dreaming again.
Set a plan, remmber your strength,
match on with enthusiansm and love and all will be well.