Thursday, February 18, 2016


to be zero,

nothing with me now.

what can I do?

where should I go?

how am I going to be?

who I can talk to?

started to think about those young innocent time, we don't have anything.

after years, we're just still the same, nothing.

today read a beautiful sentence,

what you should be proud is without any branded on you, what can you still proud of?

Monday, June 8, 2015


Listening to One of SHE song while driving back home from work. Suddenly, I realized why I love their songs so much. It means lots to me, maybe all 10years of their songs accompanied me to go through up and down in my life. Nothing ever change only those songs, because all things had changed and everything keep changing everyday, nobody know what will become till the end. Two more weeks to their concert! Another round of the best vocals!

Sunday, May 3, 2015

I'm still the same

Yes, I'm still the one.. who I used to be..
Maybe.. just gain more weight.. =(

How to just be yourself?
Who cares? Only yourself knows what is the reality...

You're not lazy.
You are tired.
Perhaps you are lacking a few meaningful goals.
Get some rest.
Breath a little.
Start dreaming again.
Set a plan, remmber your strength,
match on with enthusiansm and love and all will be well.

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

after 2years..

Surprisingly, coming back to here right after 2 years..
Why? Every year of today, I feel like want to be alone,,
Why? Because I don't know anyone else can tell about this kinda feeling..
Why? I bet this is the greatest regret in my life..
Why? Because I'm just spend not enough time to accompany you ..
Why? Is too young for me to repay you with all of my success..

Flashed back, what have done in these passed 2 years..
Half of it, busying in my previous audit;
another half, busying to get used in my current job scope.
In between, travelling to Korea, Thailand, Redang, Langkawi..
Sounds like not so bad huh..

These two years, non-stop busy to learn, to grow, to remember, to forget,
to love, to accept, to stay strong..
Many to go yet I'll continue the journey with you in my memories......

People, Thing, Place, Weather, Mood ...It changes without your realization..
Only what can keep in your mind to move on will be the only answer to yourself..
Keep it preciously!

This song is such meaningful to me, to express the way how you love us..
still missing you.. I know this gonna be forever in my heart! 

Ed Sheeran - Photograph Lyrics

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing
That I know

And when it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We make these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And is the only thing
That I know 
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

Monday, April 29, 2013

Eiffel Tower vs. Tokyo Tower

 Had been Paris for my dream shining Eiffel Tower, France.

 Is just like OMG! My dream came true when step on the same land with the Eiffel Tower !
The feeling just so amazing ..

Day and night appearance of the Eiffel Tower just irresistible!

The picture which symbolize my personal perception on Eiffel Tower.
We are so fragile yet we need to be strong enough in this world to enjoy rather than merely survive, right?

My dream came true since my determination works.

Thus, how about the next one?

Six years ago, I lost someone who loves me and I love. I tell myself, never left any regrets from now on.
Here I come, step by step, realizing all the dreams ~

Monday, January 7, 2013

I promise myself in 2013

There're too much in my wish list.
All I needed most is to furnish and equip myself towards the future.
To change or not to change, that's a question.
What I can do only keep on moving with the steps of the world.
To everyone, I promise myself, to be a better me.

Tuesday, December 4, 2012


Sometimes, I'm just a bit of willfulness ,persistent ,but looking forward happiness. I know it's kinda volatile. Just be like that only can make me to be escape for awhile. Lastly,December please be good to me eventhough I didn't present anything. Used to be last minute hanging here to pray,forgive me yea..