after 2years..

Surprisingly, coming back to here right after 2 years..
Why? Every year of today, I feel like want to be alone,,
Why? Because I don't know anyone else can tell about this kinda feeling..
Why? I bet this is the greatest regret in my life..
Why? Because I'm just spend not enough time to accompany you ..
Why? Is too young for me to repay you with all of my success..


Flashed back, what have done in these passed 2 years..
Half of it, busying in my previous audit;
another half, busying to get used in my current job scope.
In between, travelling to Korea, Thailand, Redang, Langkawi..
Sounds like not so bad huh..


These two years, non-stop busy to learn, to grow, to remember, to forget,
to love, to accept, to stay strong..
Many to go yet I'll continue the journey with you in my memories......

People, Thing, Place, Weather, Mood ...It changes without your realization..
Only what can keep in your mind to move on will be the only answer to yourself..
Keep it preciously!

This song is such meaningful to me, to express the way how you love us..
still missing you.. I know this gonna be forever in my heart! 


Ed Sheeran - Photograph Lyrics

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing
That I know

And when it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We make these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And is the only thing
That I know 
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die